Tuesday, May 24, 2016

It is my performance!

There are a lot of blogs that I have written from those two years, and yet so many plays I have been watched. But this time is the most important, significant and exciting time to write down this blog. Because I am no longer commenting this play by audience, I am an actor now! We have come far, from the end of March until now, two months. Time flies by, and I have learned a lot --- even having the feeling like I won't be able to learn more than this time ever in the high school life. The experiences of practicing and participating performance totally changed my life. How amazing it is! I was a quiet nervous person, and I stepped into the door of black box and as a cast member in order to change it.  The group working performance is exciting and fun, rehearsal is serious and nervous, but those two performing days are the most nervous time I get ever in my life. When I was acting as Elle's father, I was sitting on the long chair in front of the audiences. Although I am not the important or major characters over all, I still got super nervous. My body was shaking a little bit and I could not stop it. For any reason, that was really the first time I performed on stage in front of about a hundred audiences. My heart was beating so fast! But thanks god, the second scene quiet after it I felt so much more confident and better. Then I continued trying to memorize my lines and get ready for each parts of the scene that I have to act. The scripts are funny, and those students' productions are amazing. Suddenly when I said my lines and audiences were laughing, I calm myself down constantly, then I felt so happy, with full of joy in my heart: It's me, who made audiences laughing! There is nothing more like a glory ever happened in my life. I know I am not that important in the plays, even I do not need to be important, I still can make a change for audiences' feeling. That is my glory!


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